May I ask you this very serious question? Do you have the PERFECT RIGHTEOUSNESS needed to enter into the holy presence of Almighty God (Rom. 4:5,10:2-4, 1 Cor. 1:30, Eph. 2:8-9)? That is exactly what Almighty God has provided in the person of Jesus Christ the Messiah for all those of Adam’s fallen race who will receive Almighty God's Son and pardon (Isa.53, John 1:12, 3:16-17, Acts 4:12, Rom. 3:23; 6:23; 10:2-4; 2 Cor. 5:21).
These turbulent and troubling days are only going to get worse. There is nothing we can do to stop what is happening and that which will come to pass (Matt. 24, Rev. 6-19). We are indeed at the Alamo in our world today with lawlessness and moral relativism EXPONENTIALLY abounding. May it be your sole desire to look “outside the box” of your time-constrained worldview, and PLACE your faith in Almighty God who so loved the world that He sent His Son to die for your sins and mine, i.e., the sins of the entire world (John 3:16-17). That is what our very brief existence on planet earth is all about - To having a saving and living relationship with our Creator in SPIRIT and TRUTH (reality) - John 4:24.
May you my dear friend place a ALL your expectations in Him alone for your ETERNAL - as well as temporal - well-being (1 Peter 5:7; Rev. 1:5). You will never be the same, no, NEVER!